DEAR BLOG,

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii ppls.
I cant wait for saturdayyyyyyyyy! :D
& i have nth else to say and nth to do.
So.. i typed out th english lyrics for my blog song! lol.
Enjoy. lmao.

Girl:
If i say tht im in pain, im scared tht i’ll rly be in pain.
If i say tht im sad, im scared that i will shed my tears.
Why don’t i just laugh, just laugh, just laugh ..
But ppl ask me why im crying.

Rap:
Everyday i cry, i smile, cry thn smile agn.
What’s wrong w me, why do i do this repeatedly?
Cant differentiate between bottles of alcohol and meals.
So far in my life, i nvr felt pain this excruciating.
Absentmindedly, i write your name over and over agn on a piece of paper.
In a day, the piece of paper becomes black and i finally let the pen go.
I long for you; i hold on to my cellphone and let it go.
My eyes are filling up w tears agn, this separation between us..

Guy:
Im w/o a heart, i don’t have a heart,
So i wldnt be feeling pain.
Everyday i talk to myself, and put myself under a spell.
But even so, i keep shedding my tears.
If i say tht im in pain, im scared tht i’ll rly be in pain.
If i say tht im sad, im scared that i will shed my tears.
Why don’t i just laugh, just laugh, just laugh ..
But ppl ask me why im crying, when im laughing like this ..

Rap:
Aft you left, i think i became a fool.
I cant, i cant do anything. So i die.
I shove myself into a corner and live.
W/o you thr’s nth left to do.
A day is too long, way too long.
But wht was i busy with, to make you feel so lonely.
When you wanted to go shopping, gng out with my friends was so easy, but why cldnt i do the same to you?
I alws regretted being so slow, i don’t knw if im rly stupid, but i still cant let go of our bond.

Girl:
If i say tht im in pain, im scared tht i’ll rly be in pain.
If i say tht im sad, im scared that i will shed my tears.
Why don’t i just laugh, just laugh, just laugh ..
But ppl ask me why im crying, when im laughing like this ..

Rap:
(Let’s smile), like couples in dramas
(Let’s smile), like the title of your blog,
(Let’s smile), happy like in my past.

Guy:
Im w/o a heart, i cant be in pain.
Let’s just laugh, just laugh, just laugh ..
Please, please let’s stop crying now.

yours truly @ 8:57 PM