DEAR BLOG,

im just back frm cy's chalet.
NOT GOOD !
Im just gng thr for an innocent reason, why must it end up this way.
Every chalet ends up w NOTHING GOOD k.
I shall not be gng to anymore chalets ._.
Fuck it.
Seriously, FUCK IT.
Just one fucking sentence frm you, has a possibility of ruining my life.
Tried so hard to save back th frenship, yet another person has just ruined it.
Gone, gone, gone. everything's gone now.
I did not need ur help. Cos im clearer of everything thn u are ._.
I make my own decisions, not for you to decide !
I tell him wad i want, not for you to tell ..
I do not want to bother abt it alr cos he has made it so clear to me !
It's alr impossible. It ends with a fullstop to tht.
Try adding, and th frenship collapses.
I saved this frenship, promising not to bother abt it.
But u just ruined it by splurting out th stupid past ..
Your unneeded help has just became a 'cause' for this.
You just didnt noe how hard i held back my tears just now.
I didnt cry, doesnt mean it didnt hurt ..
Each sentence u said to him, was just like piercing a needle thru my heart ._.
1 sentence, 1 needle.
Being so afraid tht each time you sae sth, will increase th possibility tht our frenship will collapse much sooner.
You rly just didnt noe how much i tolerated.
Yes i am strong, but i have my limits too.
luckily you were drunk, thts why my tolerance lvl was higher cos i noe u cant control urself either.
Otherwise, i might just break down thr if i wasn't strong enough to hold back ..
You think if other girls were me, they will be able to tolerate so much?
Why do i have to bear such sufferings and pain ._.
wth did i do wrong in my fucking last life!
Seriously, if we dont get to talk AGAIN, for th 4th god damn time if he ignores me,
Den our 3yrs of frenship will also end here ..
arghhhhh.
Just two words : FUCK YOU !
Go to hell. Goodnights ._.

♥ All i ever think abt is you /

yours truly @ 12:21 AM