DEAR BLOG,

like omg, TODAY, is the FIRST time i cried infront of my frens.
nice one lah. ever since i stepped into sec sch, i nvr ever cried in sch before.
& also nvr cry infront of frens also.
today break record liao lor. zzz.
fucking chi O's. disappointed lahs.
whn i go see result, i was still ok.
went back to my seat, stoned awhile.
den aft tht vic came over, den i start crying. i dno why also.
is like suddenly my eyes filled w tears den i straight put my head on table den cry lo.
got few ppl see lahs!
den aft tht i haf to look up and take tissue de mah.
so vic saw, den edmond saw, mk saw, kenny saw. a few others from band B class also saw.
like fuck lahs!
usually im those happyhappy girl. den today i cry infront of thm. lol.
gif thm see tio my fragile side.
den all started comforting me, blahblahblah.
den went for recess, stoned at macs table.
all of a sudden i broke down. i cried more jialat than in class.
at tht time i was thinking alot of things.
so ineh, blaze and jasmine saw. got some ppl walk pass also saw.
wah, today rly is GG day.
i dint expect myself to break down infront of thm.
i mean, like WHY INFRONT OF SO MANY PPL & smre 2 times!
fuck it lahs.
lucky not all th boys saw anws -.-
i dont like ppl to see my soft side, becos i want ppl to rmb me as one happy girl. lol.
okay, i guess i'll end here.
aft crying, my eyes feel so tired. sooo, i think im gnar take a nap now.
i need a break. at th point of time whn i saw my results i was like omg,
i disappointed myself, i disappointed my mother, and i disappointed those who gave me support all th way up till now.
thanks you all , but i failed to do my best.
i really just need a short break for now.
&omg, dom passed me his flu. now ive got running nose! ARGH.
renyong also tio! lol.

yours truly @ 4:01 PM