i dont feel like blogging alr :(

dno why, i dont haf th mood anymore like last time.
to ppl who noe me for 4 years alr, it still isnt all u noe abt me.
i may look pretty strong on th outside, but fragile on th inside.
it's just just expressions tht make me look strong.
i wnar cry, but dont wnar cry. lol. confusing right this sentence.
yup, i really wnar cry, but dont wish to.
it's just fake smiles on my face so tht ppl ard me dont worry.
so yupps, put on tht fake smile, & everything will be fine.
so called 'mian qiang' but i haf to.
bcos everyone also noe if i 1 day dont smile in skul, sth is really wrong.
becos everytime whn walk pass someone, or someone looking at me, i will definitely smile back.
as in not strangers lahs, ppl i noe ofcourse.
so whtever th case is, just SMILE.
although it hurts inside, & how much it's gnar hurt more, i still dont want ppl to noe whts gng on.
i rather keep it to myself, till th day i really cant hold it back, i will tell someone.
im happy wif wht i haf now. my frens, my gans. & ppl whom i quarrelled with last yr are talking to me alr.
my heart's aching ; i dont noe wch route to take.
idont noe how to explain wht im going thru now. & i also dont wish to elaborate more before i get emotional.
so i'll just end here?
dont worry ppl. {: i'll be fine after a few days.

& no rebonding for me till june alr.
bcos mummy said after i cut hair, now hair v thin, rebond waste money.
so wait till june lor, im okay wif it anws.
& im gnar put on braces soon.
depends on whn mummy wants me to put lahs. lol.
anytime frm now till june?
yupp {:

yours truly @ 1:38 PM