it's a sucky day. ;

ytd, jason did sth sweet in maple. here bu fang bian sae. but i repeat, thr's nth between us. who dont believe, can ask vance bah. no mood explain, dowan waste time explaining also.
昨晚,我哭了. erm, to be more accurate, is this morning bah. i dno wad i did was right or wrong. but i dont worth ur love. 因为我选择了放弃, & thts my final decision. i dont noe if it's right or wrong, but i dont wnar hurt u anymore. bcos is tht continues, u'll get hurt more thn now. i rather u get hurt now than later. i used a damn stupid method, but thts the best way to make u stop. hate me, also can. bcos if i wait till next time than hurt u deeper, u'll hate me even more.
mayb, u can sae i dont noe how u feel bah, but i also can sae u dno how i feel. how long haf i been thinking to make this decision. mayb u also can sae, since i dont want to hurt u, den why do tht to you. mayb you dont noe, in future, it hurts more.
but wad i can sae now is only 1 word 'sorry'. so, i guess we shud stop here. i dont want to be in good terms wif u agn, bcos im afraid, i'll hurt u agn. so let's just remain a distance frm each other bahs. 再见.
okays, ytd slpt at 5am after watching my korean drama, today wake up at 3+. im a pig, who also noe. lol! ok, so mapled, den later 8pm got tuition. SIAN! home tuition smre siahs. fuck lor. stupid mother lahs. i sae dowan, she still want. sians. 8-10. sad lorhs!
okays, and my mother and bro is bad! they noe i got tuition at 8, still order pizza. lols, sian, den i got so little time to eat. lols.
ok bahs, so now going eat le, ltr after tuition den back maple :D
SUCKY DAY! tmrow shopping wif jiawen! byebye. de-stress!

yours truly @ 7:09 PM